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On Sunday I pulled the body of my Thoughts cardigan out of its protective ziplock bag, and tried it on for length. While I had a chance I looked at it and thought "Oh it looks terrible. I've missed a yarnover. All my increases are very obvious. Why are my stitches so uneven? This looks terrible. I'm a terrible knitter. Why do I bother? This is going to be unwearable."
And then I started laughing. At this point in every major project I'm convinced it is going to be a total failure, look like crap and that I'm never going to wear it. I thought the Village Sweater Wrap was the weirdest thing I've every made (it is, but I love it) I thought the collar of my Manzita Tee was unquestionably bad - actually it's really cute. I thought  Twist Pullover was going to be something I wore all the time, but it seemed to get shorter everytime I wore it, and I sent it to the opp shop last week.

So, I can't tell. I've cast off now, and just need to block it and sew the ends, which should help with all of the issues above. Or maybe it is the worst thing I've ever knit, and will be unbearably bad. I'm withholding judgement until it comes out of the sink.

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